I’m the RockyMtnKitten I have grown up in the shadows of the Rocky mountains all my life! I have been in abusive relationships in the past but I have gained strength with everyone that i escaped from.
I was abused in relationships for about a decade from when I started dating in high school. The relationships I was in had mentally warped me and in a few circumstances broke my mind almost beyond repair. They seemed to get worse with no getting better in the scheme of things. I was physically, sexually and mentally (emotional as well) abused. The men I was with didn’t care about my safety they just wanted a sex-doll that could breathe. The last one would try to use me as a trading tool so that he could have the chance to sleep with other subs. When this didn’t work he started just leaving me home with our child and blatantly cheating on me under the guise that we were in a polyamorous relationship. I escaped with our child a little over a year ago.
I am in college for a psychology degree and every step farther I go I feel my strength of mind and self coming back to my own hands. With every piece I gain some of my voice back. I started running my own business with a friend that is for this life style.
I am in BDSM relationships because I know there is a difference between abuse and BDSM. I have found some people I can trust to keep me safe and build me up to who I want to be again.
Welcome to my journey. I hope you enjoy the ride on this roller coaster of my life and mind. There will be several topics and not all of them will be in the same genre.
so.. so very true